I am only living a life that is bearable to others, so as to make everyone at ease.
When others are at ease, I would at least feel less anguished myself.
Are there better ways to live my life?
The right to choose is not within my hands from the start.
I have no option to say “No”, I have no right to object.
I could only obey and follow the given path.
I have no choice at all.
Is it fair? To whom can I direct such questions?
No one can provide me with an answer, and no one would.
This is because both you and I do not deserve to be mentioned in their world.
We have the misfortune to be treated like pawns in the games of chess.
To be expended in their despicable battles for self-interest.
To the end, you are to be blamed.
You are also gone forever.
It is more gratifying to live in the other world than here.
What about me?
I do not have the choice on to whether I should continue this journey of life or to end it.
If I choose to end my life,
I would end up in hell, never to be reincarnated.
It would then be heaven and hell that do us apart.
If I choose to live on,
Only death by old age awaits me.
I shall reunite with you after your death is avenged.
Note: Translated by Chrisandra, Daniel and JS.